That year, you loved a person.
It started when the object of your affection made you feel the emotions that you had never dared to admit you wanted. Maybe it was just a movie or an amusement park between you two. Somehow, it was he who opened the magic world in front of you. It was the first time that a person outside of your family did something for you, and just for you. For this reason, you were at lost at the sea of excitement and the love.
Obviously, you were so deeply involved in your love and could not get out of it.Naive as you were, you regarded he as the shining and warm sun light, and he was the whole world of you .Therefore , in your mind ,you thought you could do everything for him.
However, as time goes by, you started craving that attention with the hungry obsession of any junkie. What was going on? You asked yourself, but could not find the answer. Just frustrated, you were concerned, and you did not understand. When it was withheld, you turn sick, crazy, not to mention resentful of the dealer who encouraged this addiction in the first place but now refused to give the love that you had experienced before for free.
You cannot find ways to go back the old happy time.
Meanwhile, the object of your adoration was now repulsed by you.Nonethless; you did not feel well at all. He looked at you indifferently like someone he had never met before.
Your love finished. But you could not get out of it ,still.
You were a mess.
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